Leithad-en-Maethyr
[Release of the Warriors]
Other Characters:
Talagan [Harper]: Captain of Legolas' company, 1st to pass
judgement in the field
Fearfaron [Spirit-hunter]: father of Annaldír
Annaldír [Gift of trees]: one of the beheaded lost
warriors
Valtamar [Good fortune]: other beheaded lost warrior
Lindalcon [Song of the sunray]: son of Valtomar
Andamaitë [Long-handed]: female lost warrior
Rochendil [Horse friend]: Andamaitë's mate; becomes Ailinyéro
[pools of sorrow]
Maltahondo [Gold-hearted]: corpsman and friend to Legolas. He
uses his Quenya name-form while Legolas goes by a Sindarin
word for
'green leaf'. As a joke between friends, they reversed the naming
styles to create nicknames for each other. Legolas calls his friend by
the Sindarin word for 'golden': Malthen and Maltahondo
calls Legolas by a Quenya word that means green, but in the sense of
young and inexperienced: Laiquassë.
Gandalf left Laketown the morning following Thranduil's unprecedented
departure sans spoils of war, tailing his dusty wake as near as he
dared without provoking a confrontation. He was absolutely certain the
elves knew he was behind them and did not want to have to give an
explanation as to his intentions to the tense and wary Elven King until
his son's fate was decided.
The wizard had determined that death would not follow, given
Thranduil's own words of condemnation of the archer, and hoped that he
could find a way to mitigate whatever this judgement entailed. An
unpleasant image of the dark underground warren of suffocatingly small
cells in the dungeons of the Elven King's palace flashed through his
brain. How long would a Wood Elf survive in such a place? Surely this
would not be the archer's fate.
As a plausible excuse for appearing on the heels of catastrophe like a
scavenger bird dogging a pack of wolves, he brought with him the
Emeralds of Gelion as Thranduil's share of Thorin's Treasure. Thranduil
would not be able to refuse that which he had called forth his army to
take by force. This had been Bard's idea and Gandalf readily accepted
it, assuring the man he would find Legolas and bring him back to the
human settlement if the elf was indeed banished from his own people. In
his heart, however, Gandalf was somewhat worried about the King's
reaction upon seeing the gems; they were tainted now with the blood of
so many warriors and the disgrace of his own child, and hardly seemed
worthy of such sacrifice.
He need not have bothered with his concerns for upon admittance to the
King's Halls he found the stronghold in near chaos. There was a great
deal of traffic within the structure, as elves seemed to be moving
around furniture, trunks, linens, and draperies as though an inventory
was being taken. With dismay Gandalf realized these must be Legolas'
belongings being packed away from sight.
The King's Council of Elders were harried and arguing hotly with one
another about the future of the realm and the right of succession, and
flailed parchments in the air or thumped the musty pages of ancient
tomes to make their points. Gandalf was amazed that within the
maelstrom of confusion Thranduil remained collected and still.
The Wood Elf King was not on his throne, but seated in an alcove off to
the side that he used for more private audiences; often had he met with
Mithrandir there and so it would be this day as he motioned for the
wizard to join him. His gaze upon the Istari was wary and appraising
but he said nothing, forcing Gandalf to state his manufactured purpose
for such an untimely arrival. When the gems were presented, the Elven
King merely reached out his hand for the elegant box containing the
treasure and set it aside without bothering to open it, a grim smile on
his lips.
"I thank you, Mithrandir, for taking such pains to protect the
interests of the Greenwood," he said coldly. "And where
do you go from here, to Imladris or to Lothlorien?" The
bitterness in the King's words could not be denied.
"I am not a gossip monger, Thranduil, if that is what you are
suggesting!" Gandalf pursed his lips and fidgeted slightly in
his seat. His retort sounded somewhat unconvincing, because he did in
fact plan to discuss the events with Celeborn as soon as he knew
exactly what was going on. "I regret I had to be witness to
these unfortunate scenes, but so I was. Do you expect me to act as
though they did not occur?"
Then Thranduil's eyes flashed a bit and he leaned forward so that he
was nose to nose with the Maia, but all he said was "Yes".
As he did not move Gandalf was forced back in his chair, pressing his
spine against the woven willow supports. He cleared his throat and
mentally scolded himself. He had not meant to get on Thranduil's bad
side now, and suddenly had the uncomfortable impression that the King
was playing him, manipulating him. He realized he would get no news of
Legolas from his father and frowned.
"As it happens, I was planning on stopping in Lothlorien after
escorting the Hobbit back to the Shire, but since Beorn has agreed to
see to his safety I may go there directly, " he admitted.
"That is well and suits my purpose," Thranduil sat back with a
sneering scowl upon his brow, "for you can carry with you documents
Celeborn will need to see regarding certain changes in the succession
to the Crown of the Greenwood," he said and called to his
minister.
Gandalf blinked at these words; he had not yet considered this
particular complication banishment of the King's only child would cause.
"As soon as the documents are prepared, give Mithrandir a copy.
How much longer will all of this take?" Thranduil was addressing
his minister.
"I believe it will all be official within a day or two. It is
only the question of the previously arranged marriage that must still
be settled. You will be allowed to accept him back after he has
completed…"
The reply was stopped mid-sentence with an icy glare from the King that
managed to project both a cold indifference and his fiery wrath, and
the minister hurriedly fled back to the Council of Elders and their
bickering.
"There you have it then, Mithrandir," Thranduil raised his
eyebrows and a hand as he turned back to Gandalf, lightly shrugging as
though to indicate the simplicity of the situation. "You can be on your
way day after next and tell Celeborn and his Noldo wife all about it! I
trust you remember the way to your old rooms?" His words were a
mocking dismissal and Gandalf was only too happy to go.
As he passed out of the great hall the Istar observed a mother and
child, surrounded by a veritable host of ministers and servants, being
bustled down the corridors towards the throne room.
He decided to go down to the stables and try to glean some news. Of
course, it was 'not to be spoken of', but the elves were
distressed and the wizard was able to at least find out that Legolas
was not in the dungeons and that someone looking carefully in the
courtyard would be able to see which way he had gone. Sure enough,
Gandalf found the trail and set out, finding it unnervingly easy to
follow, something that should not have been possible given a Wood Elf's
ability to move through the densest forest underbrush while leaving
less of a track than a trout swimming through water.
The sun was low on the western horizon and the thick foliage brought
twilight to the forest early and still the trail lead on. Gandalf at
last recognized where its destination lay and knew it was not much
further to the old campsite used by the guard at times. He heard them
before he saw them; a harsh and unpleasantly wet coughing punctuated
with high-pitched cries of pain and the voice of a female trying to
sooth and comfort. When he broke through the clearing a moment later he
could scarcely recognize the limp and gasping elf held in the healer's
arms as she carefully wiped away the blood from his lips and the sweat
from his forehead.
"I am glad you are here, old friend," she looked up at the wizard
and smiled sadly as she spoke, "even though you should not be! We will
need a fire tonight and he cannot breath easily if I let him lie
flat."
Gandalf came and knelt beside them. He reached out a wizened hand and
softly brushed it across the shorn uneven hair but Legolas was not
conscious to feel the gentle caress. Even in the fading light the dark
stains on the leaf-littered ground where the elf's blood was soaking
down into the earth could be seen. Gandalf shook his head in dismay and
silently got up and made the fire for them and then sat down with his
back to a fallen log and took out his pipe. Just before he lit it, he
paused, listening to the elf's rasping and labored breathing and
thought better of it.
"I am not elf-kind; not even Thranduil can order me not to see
who I choose when I choose! His ban does not extend to the Istari! And
what of you, you are a Wood Elf after all and should not be here even
more than I," he finally said, responding to the earlier comment.
"I am a healer, it is different" she shook her head as she
answered. "Without care he will not survive this, and then there would
be four lost ones instead of three."
Gandalf's grimace expressed what he thought of that as he reached over
again and brushed the tips of his fingers against Legolas' scalp.
"What of this? Are not these other injuries enough?" he
queried.
The healer glanced sideways at the wizard; this was coming close to
breaching the oath of silence; such knowledge was not intended for
outsiders. She sighed a little and seemed to give the briefest of
shrugs before answering; Gandalf was not likely to tell the King where
he got his information anyway.
"Symbolic," she stated flatly. "He is not
permitted to wear warrior braids until the sentence is complete;
neither shall he wear the colors of the Greenwood."
"And how long is this to be?"
"The full term allowed: 24 years per death."
Gandalf digested this bit of news and then questioned the healer
closely regarding the details of the Judgement. He was not pleased and
still had not gotten to the why of it all.
"I understand he needs to make amends, but what does
'chastisement' consist of if it is separate from the overall
punishment," he said.
"It is just a fine way to speak of torture!" she cried
harshly and her features contorted in disgust. "That Ailinyéro
means to take out his sexual frustrations from losing the comforts of
his mate's body by beating Legolas! It has not been done in centuries!
There are only two restrictions upon this: no deadly weapons may be
used and the beatings must not be severe enough to interfere with
completing the Tasks of Release. Ailinyéro's rage at the loss of
his
mate is such that I expect to be seeing a lot of Legolas over the next
years."
Gandalf's features registered shock. He had always found the Wood Elves
to be light-hearted and fond of merry-making, willing to throw a feast
at the slightest excuse. He would never have suspected such gruesome
practices in the execution of their laws, nor so stringent a definition
for kinslaying.
"Tell me of these deaths," he said suddenly. "Do
you believe he truly killed these other elves by his own hand?"
"No one believes that, or he would be in the dungeons now there
to remain until his death! But of the tragedy I can not say, for I was
not one of the healers on the battlefield that day," she looked
at him as though he had suddenly turned into a dull-witted dwarf.
"In any case, he had to have caused the deaths by his own
errors, something that could have been avoided or prevented. He wasted
their immortality for nothing!" The last words came out
vehemently.
"It hardly seems right or just to punish so severely what must
have been accidental," Gandalf murmured. The healer made an
exasperated sound with her teeth and tongue at this comment.
"It is our way! Accidental it may have been, but preventable
none the less! He allowed himself to be seen and his great skill was
made useless. What good is it to have the gift of elven reflexes if
nerves or anger and fear dull them? You, as Maia, should understand the
enormity of such pointless loss of immortal life!
"He had the opportunity to make all the deaths clean on the battlefield
but bungled that as well. Now, not only are three of the First-born
dead but there f‘ar are trapped here instead of at rest with Mandos.
This is no small misdemeanor, wizard; his crime is truly of the most
heinous!" Gandalf remained silent and the healer seemed to calm
a little.
"The Greenwood is not like the other elven realms," she
continued. "We lose so many here to the evil vermin pouring
forth from the caves of the mountains and the Necromancer's old domain;
we can little afford to have our people diminished due to carelessness
among ourselves as well."
Legolas shifted in discomfort as the healer's hold around his shoulders
had tightened during her words, and he called out softly but
incoherently. Their attention was diverted to tending to him for the
next several minutes as Gandalf traded places with the healer so she
could prepare and administer an elixir of some sort she withdrew from
her pack nearby. That done, she stretched and took up her water skin,
saying she would return momentarily, and vanished into the darkness.
Before Gandalf had much time to think through what he had been told he
was startled by the sudden appearance of Maltahondo dropping down from
the tree behind him. The warrior said nothing but came to him and held
out his arms, demanding Legolas. Gandalf complied and Maltahondo
settled down against the tree trunk with his friend cradled gently
against his chest. He looked him over carefully, cautiously touching
him here and there where the skin was unbruised, and seemed satisfied
with the care he was receiving. He turned his face to look at Gandalf
then, his chin lightly resting on the crown of Legolas' head.
"I was listening," he said matter-of-factly. "I
can tell you about the battle if you want."
The wizard thought for a moment and nodded, listening as the corpsman
relayed the events. This only served to disgust the wizard more, for in
his mind there was no way Legolas could have held his aim steady when
struck by a large boulder from above, and he said so.
"I agree, in part. I did not know the ridge had been overrun either, so
I feel as much at fault; I was not able to give warning until it was
already too late," the corpsman said.
"You need not to have." The voice that answered this was
hoarse and whisper-soft and came from the disgraced archer. "I should
not have moved out so close to the edge. They saw me then."
"I do not think you are supposed to be using up your strength to
talk, Laiquassë," Maltahondo said kindly, kissing the top of his
head, and smiled a little.
But Legolas did not smile back.
"Not supposed to be here, Malthen," he struggled to say,
lightly poking his friend in the shoulder.
"I am here regardless; I had to talk to you." Maltahondo frowned
and lifted his shoulders in a defiant shrug. "I wanted to make sure you
do not despise me. I am truly sorry, Laiquassë; I should have
warned
you sooner, or at least I should not have allowed that human to
interfere! I thought, somehow I could change things, talk to Talagan
about my errors, too, lessen the punishment in some way. Truly, I had
no wish to watch you die; I was weak," he was saying and this
seemed to upset Legolas, who vehemently shook his head.
"You should not have needed to warn me at all! Do I have to tell
you to bring extra arrows? Had I not stepped forward I would not have
become their target! You have no error to speak of, and as to the
human…" This was too much at once, however; he could not catch
his breath and the coughing started again.
Maltahondo tilted Legolas' head up a bit and held him tightly as the
eerie groans of pain followed. A small amount of dark blood seeped down
from the corner of his mouth. Slowly the episode ended as Legolas again
passed out.
Gandalf surveyed the two sadly.
"Malthen, is it?" he said "Tell me about the
Warrior's Release and all this business about Wandering. I have been
under the impression that no one's f‘a can be bound here if it is free
of darkness at the moment of death," he resumed the conversation
determined to understand the whole mess Legolas had gotten himself into.
As he spoke the healer returned to the camp and gave a nod to the
warrior as she sat down, passing him the water skin in case Legolas
wakened again. Maltahondo returned his attention to the wizard.
"Only Legolas calls me that; it is a sort of nickname. I am
Maltahondo; I have known Laiquass‘ his whole life. He is really more
like a baby brother in ways," he said fondly, absently shifting
his burden to a more comfortable position. "I came here with his mother
when she was bonded to Thranduil. I was her personal guard since her
childhood, and was honored to be the same for Legolas," he said.
Gandalf smiled somewhat coldly, considering it a strange sort of
guardian that would apologize for not allowing his charge to die.
"As far as the Wandering goes, it is difficult to explain to
outsiders. Our people, the Nandorin elves, the Green elves, and even
the Sindarin elves have never been to Valinor. The Noldorin elves call
us 'moriquendi', dark elves, and look down on us because we never
dwelled in the light of the Two Trees or lived among the Valar. For us,
these things are strange and unknown; only in death have any of our
kind left here and none return to tell us where is the Way Straight.
"Until recently, none even sailed from the Havens, although that has
become more common. We do not know the Valar as the others do, and I
myself am suspicious of their intentions towards us. They left us here
alone and do nothing to aid in our struggles against darkness brought
to our beloved home by one of their own!"
The healer interrupted with a sharp intake of her breath, but
Maltahondo barely glanced at her and continued. "Especially do
we regard Mandos with trepidation, for the entrance to his Halls is
said to be well guarded and only the most valorous of deeds can counter
the loss of immortal life, Eru's gift to us."
"You believe the Valar will deny you entrance to Valinor or
Mandos' Halls if death is caused by anything but a noble
sacrifice," Gandalf stated and received a nod in confirmation
from Maltahondo. "Legolas error in revealing his position
resulted in the deaths of the warriors, and thus he is guilty of
kinslaying. This stripped the warriors of their purpose in battle?"
Gandalf really thought this was too much, especially considering the
original goal of Thranduil's army when they encamped at the base of the
Lonely Mountain. All this just for the chance to plunder the old
dragon's horde.
"Not exactly," the corpsman responded. "It robbed them of the honor of
the kill, which was the purpose of that skirmish against the goblin
guards. They died with their purpose unfulfilled, so what have they to
offer as recompense for the lives forsaken? How can they expect to find
entrance into Mandos' Realm?" he continued quietly.
"And Legolas' suicide on the battlefield would have been enough to
guarantee the three other warrior's passage?" Again a nod
followed his words. "What about him; would his death have been
clean enough?"
There was a distinct edge of caustic disapproval in these words that
neither elf missed, but Maltahondo was prepared for this objection,
having thought about it quite a lot lately.
"It would have been wasteful to lose Legolas," he agreed.
"Wasteful?!" Now the healer voiced her censure. "You find the lives of
your three other comrades less worthy than your friends'! He is their
bane, not the other way round!"
Maltahondo ignored this interjection.
"However, I would rather see him dead than suffer what he will
now. The tasks he must complete must be significant enough to place in
the balance against the others' deaths. Here in the Greenwood, such
deeds involve spiders, orcs, wargs, and other troubles from Dol Guldur
that we can scarcely keep at bay by fighting constantly and with
combined effort. He will have to do these things alone, and he will
eventually be killed for his efforts," he concluded gloomily.
"Or worse," the healer added ominously.
"Do not even think it!" The warrior hissed with a scowl
and instinctively drew Legolas closer to him as he did indeed think
about his Laiquassë being captured and ending up a prisoner in the
Necromancer's old fortress. The things the orcs would do to elves were
well known and never spoken of.
"A curse upon that human for interfering, and upon me for
letting him!" the sorrowful corpsman suddenly exclaimed.
Legolas stirred in his arms. They had not noticed he had wakened and
listened to the discussion.
"Nay!" he spoke softly. "It will not be that way,
Malthen. I will complete the tasks." The eyes gazing up at Maltahondo
were anything but confidant, however, and the corpsman sighed.
"Ai, Laiquassë! We both know this is unlikely. You must promise
me to take the first opportunity for a clean death if it finds you! I
cannot bear to think of you in further torment!"
Legolas grabbed Maltahondo's tunic tightly and nodded his promise.
Gandalf and the healer discreetly turned away from this private
conversation between the brothers in heart, if not in blood.
"There is another reason I had to come; our company has been disbanded
and we have all been reassigned. Talagan leads a troop now to the
southern borders near Dol Guldur. He would allow no other from our
company to join, save for me. I told him of my sense of responsibility;
and, as the captain, he also feels at fault and questions his judgement
in relying solely on your skill for the plan to work. He disregarded
your lesser battle experience and thinks this contributed to the
disaster. We leave tomorrow. In all probability, we will not see one
another here again!"
"Do not do this! It is the worst patrol!" Legolas
whispered, desperation seeping into his eyes. "Do not burden me with
more deaths!" He yanked at his friend's clothing ineffectually.
Maltahondo squeezed his own eyes tightly shut and pressed his forehead
to Legolas', slowly shaking his head.
"This much is not your burden," he whispered back, "and,
if you do as I ask, we will see each other again in Mandos' Halls,
along with our comrades. That is what I am counting on you to do:
release them and join us!" Legolas was shaking terribly and Maltahondo
wanted to calm him and be certain he would not try to claim fault for
his and Talagan's decisions.
"As you care for me, you must not deny me the right to a clean
death as well. I do feel responsible for you; there is no other way for
me to see it. Have I not been charged with your welfare since your
birth only to relinquish that trust now? I have discussed this with
your mother and she does not oppose my choice, therefore, you need not
speak against it! And Talagan is an honorable warrior and can decide
for himself his own debts. I will have your word that you will not try
to take these rights from us, do you understand?" He squeezed Legolas'
shoulder slightly for emphasis and searched his face.
"I do not want you to go; I do not understand!" Legolas did not know
how this could be anything but his fault.
He could not comprehend how the whole pattern of life in his green
universe could have been so utterly destroyed by such a small thing,
just one extra step, one moment of inattention. Now not only was he to
endure punishment for his mistakes, but his closest friend as well. And
Talagan, while not a friend in the same sense, had his utmost respect
and was an old comrade of his father's, having served with him in the
Last Alliance. For him to bear this burden was equally unacceptable.
Legolas ground his teeth in frustrated anguish and instantly regretted
it as all the nerves in his fractured jaw erupted with fiery pain from
the unconscious action.
"Are you still a child, then, Legolas? This is the way of things now;
wishing and railing against it changes nothing. You must accept and
respect my choice, even as I have had to accept and be witness to your
debasement. Do you think that I like it? Do you think I wish it to be
happening?" Malthen's words were harsh and uncompromising, and Legolas
could only stare in consternation as he gave a half turn of his head in
negation. "Then, how many feä must you release, Legolas?"
Maltahondo
demanded and had to strain to hear the single word: "Three."
The corpsman nodded; but they both knew these were just words. They
both knew that each felt responsible for the other, and for the lost
warriors; no amount of argument could convince them differently.
"A clean death, then, for all of us," he concluded and Legolas nodded
against his chest, too worn out to try to respond. Maltahondo knew he
would have to leave soon but made no move yet to do so. "I will stay
till you fall asleep, and I brought your pack and hunting knife."
Legolas could barely incline his head in acknowledgement; his bow, he
knew, would have been burned in a private ceremony among the families
as their loved ones' bodies were committed to flames as well.
They remained thus for some time, long after Maltahondo knew Legolas to
be unconscious again. The healer stretched out to sleep certain that
she would waken if needed. Gandalf returned from just outside the
firelight's reach, although he knew both elves had been aware of his
presence all along, shortly before dawn. As Maltahondo had done
earlier, he silently held out his arms to take Legolas back.
The corpsman did not hesitate to give up his charge, having said what
good-byes there were to say. He picked up Legolas hunting knife and
quickly sliced away a long lock of his own burnished auburn hair,
wordlessly handing it to the wizard, confidant that Gandalf understood
to see that Legolas received it. With a last look at his friend he
turned, pulled himself up into the trees, and was gone.
TBC
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